Journey towards Entrepreneurship

It's been almost been half a year that I had bare with jobless moment and enduring the days with zero income. I never thought of running a business my own before after finished up my Bachelor Degree at APU. I didn't even make use of the profession desired to employ into any relevant industry. It's all started by meeting up someone at the Exhibition that day...

This person (Dato') appears out of nowhere that day while I'm working part-time for my intern company in PWTC exhibition regarding construction materials. Then he asked what I'm doing here and requested for my name card. Of course that I don't have any name card for the company I'm working, because I am only a part timer. So I gave him my personal name which I freelance doing "visa consultant" to overcome foreigner issue in Malaysia. Somehow he seems to be interested on what I'm doing on my freelance, and he started to call me up for meeting. After several meeting we also been getting along very close and very understands about each other. He also pointed the location where I should focus my business more, basically in Johor. He telling me this because I knew he wanted to use me up to fetch him down to Johor most the time. 

So days after days I getting more and more understand about my business scope and the support I can get from him. I been meeting up many different clients in almost everyday to build up my network. But I also understand that I wont be able to receive anything from them until they going to agree to use my services. To be honest that, I found myself quite unfortunate in dealings business. Because everything I do end up with empty achievement but exhaustion. It's been half year I doing this, but most the time I only receive rejection from peoples, and I also open up my eyes towards the society, knowing up different kind of peoples existed in many different ways. I not sure is my age that doesn't encounter any trust to peoples, nor this business just simply doesn't suit me at all. 

I really concern should I move on with what I am currently doing or just taking my parents advice to get a fix income for myself. By seeing all my classmate already gotten their designated job, sometimes I really feel being fallen behind. Should I kept myself in a poor condition for next several years? or just getting myself some consistent income to move on? I hope I receive a strong advice somehow.. because not everybody can end up being a successful entrepreneur like Jack Ma.

Founding Myself Getting More and More Unlucky!

I wonder this has been my fate or what, or I born to be an unlucky person.

First unlucky things, gamble.
I don't often watch football or gamble, but since FIFA was once in a four years, so I'm just gonna try my luck. Ok, the first match I bet was a lucky win. After that I stop for while, then couple session after my friend 'jio-ed' me to bet along, so from that moment I try my luck for the 2nd, 3rd, 4th and so on, it was never a win for me! Within the team of two, which is 50, 50% of winning, I manage to lose 6 matches continuously. God Bless Me, lucky I didn't bet alot.. but it was a pain also...

Second unlucky things, business.
I been doing several businesses for quite a while, but no matter what kind of good business I deal with, it will never be a successive outcome. There will always be a obstruction from getting me what I want..Every customers have fate on me at the very beginning, but things always end up worse..

Third things, money
I wonder I'm being too soft hearted or what, whatever things I pay or lend to the person, I will never get it back. Just like this guy, a friend of my friend, we went to club together. So we were told that how much each person should share. But this guy doesn't have enough money on that night, so I pay everything for him first as a stranger. On the next day I was request to get it back, but this person has disappear forever, whatsapp, sms, facebook, calls are no reply at all.

Fourth things, education
I knew this would come, and I knew I done really bad for my last exam, this is my one first saw myself fail in few subjects after studying for my degree for so many years..Result published and i got myself fail in two subject during the peak period for my final year project moment. I'm gonna stress to the max for now.. Resitting two subjects are not an easy tasks..

Final things, god
The most fishy things ever happen, I get to lost my car key in my house, and it was like gone forever! duplicating another remote car key was really costly! Why god had to keep me losing money!

Welcome 2014, Goodbye 2013

Time passes incredibly fast which we didn't even able to notice that it has gone..I cannot really believe that I'm already 23 years old...and I was really disappoint for myself that I didn't achieve anything yet until now..I really wan to be successful in many perspective which I could have, but I always fail to did what's in my mind..I'm so way far beyond my goal...and I wish everything would be done and accomplished in this year. Just a short summary here to bless myself for the sake of successive. I wish everyone would did the same, before time passes out again..every year is a beginning of new hope..2014 has just reached from its journey, and 2015 will be reached for the next chapter from a 365 pages book..every pages meant to be something valuable, don't let it be blank and skip to the next page..cherish your time and appreciate what you possess.

An Unfortunate Month

A week back then, when I reach home from office, my autogate gt break down, which makes me need to park my car at the roadside opposite my house. While I reversing my car, I was only concentrating on my left sided mirror, which makes me ignored what's appearing on the right...at the moment I was just reversing all the way to the back and it's funny that I actually bang on a tree which grow right opposite my house since the time I moved in, and I didn't notice it at all. The peoples right around the garden was all looking at me, cus when I smashed my car to the tree it creates a loud noise to the surrounding...it was so awkward for me at the time to get down and take a look at my car...so that I just simply grab my stuff out and take a gaze right behind the car smashed area and then walk into the house like nothing happen...I know I actually saw a big hole right at the back then..

Terrible damage from a silly mistake..

Somehow..today, I got another incident happen again..well, it's Saturday, early in the morning I woke up and get ready for work, just the moment when I drive my car out from my housing area. Right infront of me I saw a Gdex guy riding his bike with one of his partner and stop by to a indian neighbour house. Then this indian neighbour open her autogate and got her dog just ran out from the house untie and chase towards the Gdex guy, this Gdex got freak out and tend to run away from the dog without watching the road, while he turn his body and start running he smashes his body straight to the side of my car while I driving along the road...at the very moment I was stunt. Then I stop down immediately and get down from my car to get a look over him. He's bleeding badly on the face, but somehow still manage to stood again after awhile..I was mad and scolded at the indian neighbour to kept the dog tie before exposing it, it's lucky that he ran towards the side of my car, imagine if he ran at the front of my car i could have ran over him alrdy... Then the guy partner just told me he will settle things down and told me to leave. I didnt done any help and just left, but somehow I felt guilty and really bad by involving into such situation..

From this kind of scenario I had actually learn that, every event in life could happen in just a second before you could react to it. It will be unpreventable and unpredictable, so the best way is to stay out of the reality world and make yourself to a safer place. Life is meant to be destined. 

Words from Dad's

Love is not about finding the prettiest girl in the world, it's also not about finding the girl that matches you the most. It's about finding someone that's right which could completely serve you well as your life-time partnership.

生命如此短暂 Life is Short

On the night of 13th April, I received an expected call from my relative that he told me that my grandma had just pass away...I was shock at the moment and was really couldn't believe that it's truth...
That time my parents were still at their trips in Krabi, and I was being a guardian at home...lucky that my parents trips ends on the next day which is Sunday and also lucky it was falls on this week, because I just finished my final exam last week...it's really thank god for that...However, when my parents came back I rush to the airport and fetch them back home to pack up everything. Due to my other siblings were still not home yet, so I fetch my mum back to my uncle's shop first at Melaka where my grandma funeral's place. It was really a tiring day that I need to drive whole day from the airport and then to melaka..When I reached there, I saw most of my relatives were already reached and praying with the master (sifu).

When I saw my grandma inside the coffin, it remind me something back then while I was young..I didn't tear or feel really sad...just that, i'm really grateful for what she had done when we was young..and I realize that, I'm an adult now...time really passes unexpectedly fast... and some of my relatives also turn out to be "leng cai" & "leng lui" dy..

We stayed here for 3 days until 17th April, till the coffin depart.. I think this will be the last time that we had such huge gathering with all my mother's side relatives, within this few days, we need to pray with the master every night for few hours. Furthermore, as offspring, we need to take turn to wake up in every middle of night to look after the coffin and pray on it.. Although I had something that emotionally bothering me within this few days..but being with them really makes me happy..

Group photo with our grandma's coffin when about to take off...this most probably be the last group photo where everyone can gets together..

The last photo i took with my grandma..It's was on the Chinese New Year of 2013

She's really strong that she can last until today with the stroke she got for about 3 years ago..She had been through so much of pains and hard time we never know... I'm really appreciate on everything she done..really ..thanks alot.. 

Grandma..You may now Rest In Peace. Your spirit will always remain in the depth our heart <3 p="">

Life is short

Learn to cherish every moment and every person in your life, because you never know when it will be the last time you see them

再见2012, 重新2013

我相信每个人都有自己美好或悲哀的过去。。在2012年结束之后，我相信每个人都会把这些悲哀的过去当成2013年美好的开始。

回想在2012年对我发生过的事说多不多说少也不少。在好多谣言中人们都说2012可能会是世界的最后一年也就是世界末日的意思。我没十分的相信，只是时时刻刻都会有心里准备。但现已是2013年了。看来这谣言已经变成了历史及人们的笑话了，将来我们还会有更加遥远的路途要走了。

很快的一年又这样过去了....看来去年的期望还是无法达成的，就只好把它带到今年去了....我想....从今年开始我要认真的改变自己了......不能够再给别人真恨自己。有时候你觉得自己做得很好，但别人是不会认为你做得好的。就像去年，不管我怎样为别人做事，到最后...我还是最错最有罪的那一个，还给别人耍笑及污辱我.....有一个....还是我满在乎的人。有时候，我还觉得自己真的很没用。haiz..

想想看去年的收获可不少，最大的收获就该是我拥有到的iPad 3和Asus Laptop-N56V，这都是用我自己赚回来的钱购买的可没靠我爸妈哦。想看一个读着书的学生半工半读地去赚钱可不容易的哦。噢噢。。其实我还有很多自己想要买到的东西...就比如，手表，电话，鞋子等。这些我都希望能够在2013年以内得到的。所以，今年我要更努力的去找钱了，同时，也要考到好的成绩。在去年，不知不觉地爱上了踢球和羽球，所以我每个月的花费变得很高。还有，我健身到现在因该有25个月了..但我的体重从去年到今年从没上升过。 看来，我要懂得控制自己的花费方向了，因该多吃少用才行呀。

2012还有很多背后的故事都不想说了。。有心的直接来找我谈吧。 我祝大家新年快乐，明日会更好!